Getting out of myself

This is the fourth year I have rode for the great cycle challenge and I have not done my best , I forget why I am riding and loose myself, and that is the way my life has gone , I loose my self, and forget my goal . I am riding to help these children that cant help themselves and that is something more than me . I refuse to set back and watch something happy to anyone . This world and this life of mine has beat me down and I am not going to let it win it may win a few battles but it will never win this war, cancer is one of the worst things I have ever seen a person go through and a child going through it is very painful to my heart and soul. This year I will achieve all my goals and if need be I will ride no matter what the conditions are because out will still be better than what the children are going through, so I get out of myself and I ride my heart and pain out for a greater cause that my own selfish ways